I keep thinking the moment will come when this will all seem real. But it hasn't yet. There's still this lingering feeling like we're just on vacation, and in a few days we'll head back to life as we know it. I'm surprised that Matt hasn't asked me to stop saying, "I can't believe it - this is so surreal!"
But it is so surreal!! I'm still in a state of shock. I've had months to prepare myself for this. Countless nights I've laid awake imagining what this would be like. I have had weeks of purging and packing. Days filled with cleaning and trips to the storage unit.
Maybe when you change your life this drastically there is just no real way to anticipate or prepare. But here's what I do know:
Moving is the pits.
I think our stuff was multiplying - no joke. I'd pack 5 things and then suddenly 47 would appear where those 5 once were. It felt endless and super annoying.
But its done, thanks to the grace of God and the help of some amazing friends. Really, I couldn't have done it without them. So here's a shout out and a thank you to YOU - you know who you are...
...to the one who brought tape and notecards a month ago to get me started and organized
...to the one who organized and repacked the disaster that was my basement with me
...to the ones who watched my kids so I could go into beast mode and pack uninterrupted
...to the one who drove 2 hours to help me pack my kitchen
...to the ones who offered to help every day, making me feel so supported and loved
...to the one who came over near the end when packing is the worst and helped me pack
...to the one who cleaned out my fridge, wiped down the cabinets, and vacuumed the house
...to the ones who invited us into their home our last night, fed us and let us sleep in their beds
...to the church that sent us off with such love and encouragement
You all are amazing.
This is one of the great beauties of life - people gathering together and lifting each other up. Even moving is a little less daunting when you have a whole village helping you do it...
So it got done. And here we are - waiting. Still waiting for Matt's orders so we know what his actual role on base will be. Waiting till the day comes when we have to say goodbye to each other and gather up our wits for 3 months of long distance loving.
Waiting for the day we get to move to 29 Palms and start living out what we're longing to do!
Its not so bad. I think a forced respite after the chaos of the last month is actually a pretty great thing. And today we are celebrating our 10th anniversary. I can't help but think how cool it is that we are starting this adventure right at this milestone in our life together.
I couldn't be more excited for the opportunity before us, and I couldn't be more excited about the man I get to stand next to and do it with.
So thanks to each and every one of you who have been a part of getting us here. I'm so grateful...
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Praying for you on your new adventure Erin! We love you all and are so excited for you. I can't wait to read about the amazing thing God does through you.
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